Duke of Edinburgh Bronze International Award. :O

IT IS SO COOL. like really really cool :)

all these things were in my bag :O
1. 3 pairs of socks
2. Daysack
3. Flip Flops
4. 2 long pants
5. 3 tee shirts
6. 1 long sleeved top
7. Waterproof jacket
8. Shampoo
9. Underwear
10. 2 towels
11. First aid kit
12. 2 liter water bottles (filled)
13. Hat
14. Insect repellent
15. LOADS plastic bags
16. Face sunblock
17. Body sunblock
18. Toothbrush
19. Toothpatse
20. 2 small torches
21. head lamp
22. Matches
23. Sponge
24. Plate
25. Tupperware
26. Cup
27. Cutlery
28. Sleeping bag
29. Roll mat
30. Whistle
31. Fuel bottle
32. Tent poles
33. Tent pegs
34. Apple
35. Rice
36. Noodles
37. Pasta
38. Ketchup
39. Sugar
40. Salt
41. Pepper
42. Milo
43. Emergency rations - raisins, dried guava, more milo.
44. tongs
45. spare batteries
46. Poncho
47. Army knife
48. Salt
49. Hair stuff.
50. Deodorant

Things i was already wearing:
1. Walking boots
2. socks
3. watch
4. Rucksack containing all of the above. o.o

My Rucksack weighed 20.37 kg.
which i carried uphill for around 4 hours.
DIE.

from the bus to the campsite, it takes around 45 minutes by foot and the rucksack.
it kills. literally.

i think i overpacked x) nyahahhaa.

I had 8 hours of hiking,
3 hours of caving
and.. something.. heheheh.

while i was doing it, so not fun.
but now that its over,
FUN. SO SO FUN. :D

but the sad thing is ):
): ): ): ): i missed uhmm..the promo video shoot for RIC! :O
bad bad!

im tired now x)
gotta go dinners.
BYEE :D

i can't wait for prom :)

nothing else i can say.

the sky was black, even when the sun rose,
i was stuck in the mud with stuff in my toes.
it felt like i was in alone in a deserted road,
just standing there, as it snowed.

till one day after 13 years of standing there,
i noticed a girl with beautiful hair.
we looked at each other stunned and shocked,
i just kept staring, my eyes were locked.

then one slightly brighter day,
no no, it was actually grey.
i felt brave and sick of my worthless life,
so i slowly stepped towards my future wife.


i went there and sat next to this beautiful friends of mine,
just waiting, and waiting to try and intertwine.
i thought i didnt have a chance, not even a bit,
but asked her anyway and she replied sweetly, mit.

that simple name, that ordinary name,
burned in my heart, like a flame.
i thought i wouldn't feel comfortable with her,
but my feelings with her we a stir. ?



stop making me cry ):
it's a great poem.
loves.

fate is being a %^$%(*^&$%#$%$^%

Love is blind

Love is beauty

Love is sweet

Love is bitter

Love is care

Love is hesitation

Love is bare

Love is dare

Love is peace

Love is violence

Love is clear

Love is dirty

Love is prominent

Love is contaminated

Love is heaven

Love is hell

Love is a crash

Love is sticky

Love is critical

Love is mythological

Love is brittle

Love is malleable

Love is capable

Love is stressful

Love is innocent

Love is nothing

Love is god

Love is devil

Love is evil

Love is shining sun

Love is blinking moon

Love is beautiful earth

Love is pain

But love is lovable and

Love is pain

Love is like this

Love is like that

Love is too much

To put into words

But, i love love, and love doesn't love me.

nothing i can do now, huh?

try me.

foxes (:

we must look up to FOXES!!

well, i read this odd fact.

once a fox mates,

he stays with the female fox forever.

if the female fox dies,

the male fox stays single for life (:

such a lovely fact.

ily (:

you make every heartbeat count.

i GIVE UP :(

i have given up trying to upload pictures onto my blogg on appreciation dinner..
it is messing with my head,
either blogger is always busy,
or,
my internet sucks.
i think it's the second one ):
which is worse than the first..
for me. so yeappss D:

wil update more soon,
when the internet is FRIENDLIER :(

hehe.

xx