beautiful awakening ♥

2011-10-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

phew! another day has passed, and it's been alright so far :D i've had a pretty good day. I spent the ENTIRE day in the library, not doing much though. it was rather unproductive.. :P

i'm back in my guardian's place, waiting for dinner time to comeee..watching videos till then! (:

toods.

2011-10-27T23:28:00.001-07:00

oh hello people of the world, its friday after school, and I am officially at my guardian's place now.

oifhnijaiojqihpAKS,MDSVkjbngjf.

im sitting in their daughters room, which i share with her, on my bed, which is the top bunk of her double bunk bed. yeap..it's gonna be so awkward when i try to get down via the steps and she just stares at my toes..trying to find the step lower down. ahh crap. this weekend is just beginning, and it already sucks. At least no one's pestering me about anything just yet :/ phew. i can't wait to get out tomorrow and go to a library or something, just to study. exams are coming up in about 2 weeks and i'm so not prepared D: the boarding house should have just let us stay in since the yr 12s already were staying in. UGH. iujahfijhehgp.

sucks to be me. );

i'm gonna be omgpopping for awhile to pass away the time.

tooodles.

long weekend of crap.

2011-10-24T02:46:00.000-07:00

I believe it's almost 6 months that I haven't posted something on my blog. not like anyone would read it :P but yeah!

I'm already in term 4, another 6 more weeks and year 11 would be over ):

This weekend is exeat weekend/long weekend/Melbourne Cup Holiday, and that means the boarding house is going to be closed..and I would have to go stay with my guardian..dreading it. Not that they're mean to me or anything, just that i feel so uncomfortable being there..always having to watch myself and the way I act. It really is tiring. I've already been there twice, and it is HORRIBLE.

I really wish I didn't have to go :'(

I'll post when i'm there and dying of boredom, kay?

Kthxbai.

2011-04-01T16:18:00.000-07:00

6 MORE DAYS PEOPLE.

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I can't wait to go home, and EAT. man D: i miss prawn mee and curry mee SO MUCH ): haha. i wish i had some right now ):

Lady, i totally understand. I feel the same way too ;) hehee.

2011-03-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

micky yoochun

i am in looooooveeeee (: (: (:

hahahahah, i'll never be satisfied with my husband now! :P hahahaha.

2011-02-14T03:21:00.001-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY YAAA'LLL.

hahhaha, though today was valentines day, for some it's actually,single realization/awareness day x) if you get what i mean. I feel really loved (: being surrounded by so many loving, kind friends. Especially those that I now live with :') hahah. they have become family.

In chapel, Mr. Curtis was also speaking about God's agape love, and it is true, that agape love is to love unconditionally, purely, wholeheartedly and faithfully. :) hahahhaa. I sound so deeeeep :P

I still miss home (: but yes. I'm counting down my days to going home :D

happy valentines day! especially to my very special valentine! :P hahahahhahah

2011-02-05T00:35:00.000-08:00

well hello! It has happened, I am in Australia, Melbourne. ehehehe.

Honestly, it's not too bad. except when you're alone in your room )': then things start to suck.

You start to miss home, a LOT. especially when you dwell upon it, and you keep thinking about your friends, family and all. reaaallyy bad D: ahhahaha. but i think i'm getting over it. I'm already feeling better.

I feel like I'm on extended camp though, and that I'm going home soon ): i hope the days pass by quickly, so that i can go home again ): hehe.

missing everyone at home. :)

ilovemyjunkynesss :D randommuch?lol.

BAI.

starving.

2011-01-12T02:13:00.000-08:00

Whatsuppers people?

Today is wednesday, though I'm not really sure, because these few days have become almost just a long string of hours, that pass by. Right now, I'm just waiting for time to pass, so that I can leave to Australia. Well, everyone's busy with their life, and I'm trying to be busy too :P packing, labelling, reading up my syllabus, yeap.

I went to school today! :D and well, meeting some of my friends again, really struck me on how much i miss them, and their company ): hahaha. They areee such lovely people. My friends :) :)

Right now, I have a list of people that I miss the most. :D

1. Nazlin- love her to bits. she's still that same lovable freak (: thanks for the coke! ;)

2. Aaron- ohh my little one :P be more energetic okayy?! eat energy bars! ;)

3. Cicak- you're still that awesome-aghh! indescribable person. I REALLY NEED TO GET AUDITION.

4. Robyn- I miss how c_ _ _ you are! x) hahahaha.

5. Yoshie- your enthusiasm yosh! :) i loooooveee it!

6. Jerry- I saw him for just a reaaalllyy short while, but I love jerry, i really do :D he's so awesome. makes my day :)

I wish we could go out again reaalllyyy soon ): good luck to all of them! :) for their mocks :) :) :)

10 more days ):

forever is a loongg timee.

2011-01-03T06:04:00.000-08:00

Hello world,

Happy new year everyone! :) though since it's the 3rd already, it's not that neww..but still quite new! :D hahaha.

anyways, how is everyone doingg? All the year 11s are probably asleep now, resting well for their mocks tmr :) I mean, i am super glad that im not taking my mocks, however i wouldn't mind taking it with the rest of my friends D: mmm..poor them.

I am leaving to the land of down under in aboutt..19 more days :') It's horrible knowing that I'm gonna be leaving so many precious things and people back at home. I miss them already.

mmm, i'm pretty tired, so i'm gonna go :)

goodnight everybodyy.

hello.is it me you're looking for?

2010-12-24T07:58:00.000-08:00

hello, i hope you're reading this, just as i told you.

I don't know if you will, but I guess i'm willing to take that risk.

After I gave you my opinion on things,

and very coldly told you that I wanted things my way,

I realized that actually, I didn't mean what i said,

and i truly truly regret it, and I really am sorry..

So, right now, I want you to go on facebook, and check your mail :) :)

If you don't mind :D

to the rest of the people reading this, and feeling confused, i'm so so sorry,

just needed to use my blog to..channel my thoughts :P

28 more days.

my best friend.

2010-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

Hello all! (: my bestestestest friend finallyyy got a blog! :D ahhahaa. she is amazing i tell you.

Dearest Nazlin,

Hi there! I'm so glad you finally got a blog, and REAALLYY. Its not for sad people with no life! We have lives! We just wanna put it down in words, and well, tell the world about our life reallyy :) hehe. Man, when i read that, my heart was tearing, along with my eyes and my armpits. yes..thats how touched i was. hahahahaha. I'M KIDDING. though i was very very touched :')

You have been superly special to me. I remember when we used to be in the same math class in year 7 and we would get pissed at each other, just because one of us got a higher mark than the other :') do you remember that? hahaha. it was quite funny.

I am really happy that i managed to spend two full-ish days with you learning about medicine in IMU ;) I really had so much fun with you. Laughing at the randomest things (including my name.....), spotting jitovan,, and delphine, and adam mac! :D hahaahah. rmbr my flash that went off during our quiz thing? x) x) x) btw, the pictures from IMU will be up shortly! :D

Seeing as I'm not drowning in my own tears yet, i'm gonna guess that the fact that i'm leaving hasn't hit me yet..I'm still waiting for it's massive impact. Man. I'm gonna miss you so much nazzyy ): imagine not being able to see you in school anymore. and call you nahz-leen anymore, and to have you stand up for me whenever some freak/idiot/weirdo comes to talk to me, and you're not there when i just really need to share my heart with you..it really sucks. But, i know (: that you'll always be my bestestest friend in my heart. and i will alwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays love you.

Please please PLEEEEASEEE study hard for your igcses. Out of my list of people regarding who i want them to do well, (does that make sense? :P) YOU are number one. really. I NEEEEDD you, to do well. Your results would be like mine. as in, whatever your results are, i would imagine them as my own. becauseee, thats HOW MUCH I WANT YOU TO DO WELL. :)

Good luck starting up your new blog yeah! you might wanna try out some like..blog layouts from that little link up there..shabby blogs :) I will be one of those people, reading your blog ;) hehehe.

Iloveyoutons.

mit.

Masquerade.

2010-12-19T08:00:00.000-08:00

Helloo guys! (: I'm back.

Camp was rhewkdujrgkrewkkrgjfemdl AWESOME! :O

but, before that, i shall tell you a bit about my PROM ;)

I think prom was alright :D i mean, though it's my last one :'( its still..just prom. x) the same thing happens every single year! it's alway, food, performances that SOM

ETIMES people listen to, and sometimes, people just..carry on eating their food. :P ehhehe. I was one of those people. *looks down at feet* eheheh. But, great job to the prom commitee! :)

Without being biased AT ALL. I think the flash mob dance performance was the best! :D :D OH MAN. i was sooo happy and pleased with how we did! man. All those rehearsals till 4.30 after school finally paid off :) I'm so so proud of every single person in the dance crew. Firstly, I would lovee to thank Joo Oh for being such a wonderful choreographer :P And, the rest of the dance crew! gosh. they were brilliant :) and we were all hyped up and stuff. TWAS GOOD.

Before the dance, a bunch of guys were leaving the hall and all, so i told them, that if they went out, they'd be SERIOUSLY MISSING OUT and they were like.. "missing out on what?" and i told them "you gotta stay to find out.dude." hehehe. and they stayed. After the dance, the same few people came up to me and they were like. 'yeah man. you were right. that was AWESOME." andd..YAY! the joyyy :P

Then, after the whole prom thing, i went up to my room in sheraton and BOOM. my friends surprised me with a cake and all and sang me happy birthday! :D :D they are such lovely people :) When the rest of them left, Nazlin, Nazzura, Mei Kei and I stayed back and slept there for the nig

ht. We ordered room service and ate a club sandwich with Vietnamese beef noodles :P I liked the soup. hahaha. We had a bubble bath where we washed our feet and legs, while blowing bubbles in the air. They fell like snowflakes in the winter..soo prettyy :) Before we knew it, we were all exhausted, so we crashed :) ehhee.

The next morning, Mei Kei was gone o.o like. at 7. she had gone AWOL. lool. scared me. I thought she got kidnapped or something..ahhahaha. I left the hotel early because I had to go to church for CAAAMPP! ehhehe.

ANYWAYS. I had a fantastic time, and I loveee my friends. They're the best I'll ever find. lovelovelovethem! ;)

Nazlin, Nazzura, MeiKei, Michelle

NNMM. :P :P

33moredays. )':

2010-12-09T10:09:00.000-08:00

It's finally time for camp again! (:

I'm quite excited as to see what happens this year :O ehehhe.

tomorrows my last day of school in GIS )': its really quite saddening. heee. i shall take photos with everything. even the bathroom. yuss. i shall (:

OMGG. PROM TOMORROW. well..more like in..14 hours!

I.CANT.WAIT.

will post photos and all soonishes! :D

43days left.

i'm trying not to think about how little time i have left,

instead, i think about how much this little time has allowed me to appreciate things around me.

ilydl :)

heart.pumping.

2010-12-01T09:01:00.000-08:00

wow, I'm getting excited just by thinking about it! :D

I've been up planning with Joo Oh Won for about..3 hours. it's 1.01 A.M right now.

GAHHH. I can't wait to see how it turns out!

But, I'm kinda worried at the same time, because, it's either people LOVE IT. or they HATE IT. :O I'm gonna pray that they'll love it, and that it'll work.

I can't wait for PROM! (: My dress is still under alteration, I HOPE THAT IT'S DONE IN TIME D:

It's dark blue, one shoulder and loooooooooooooongg! hehehe.

thats pretty much all i have to say :P

51 days left.

Leaving things behind.

2010-11-28T02:24:00.001-08:00

Wow, I don't even remember the last time I typed something for my blog. x) hahaha.

But, i guess i'm gonna be writing a lot more now, since I'm leaving to Melbourne, Australia in about..2 months.

heheh. I still gotta keep my friends updated about my life :D and how much i miss them.

The idea of leaving hasn't sunk in yet i guess. Since I still don't feel utterly depressed, and such. Especially when i'm leaving so much behind..

People keep telling me how lucky i am to be able to study overseas, and how so many people are dying to go overseas..

well, the only reason why they would wanna leave is because they're upset with their current life, and they want to go out and experience more of what life has to offer..

but what happens if i am satisfied with my life here? what happens if i am already very happy with what i have?

I know i have to plan for my future, and going to australia sets me on the right path, but, there is so much that i want to do here, in Malaysia, with people i know, and i love.

I better start preparing to leave. so many things to plan for, so many things to replace.

So many things to replace me.

55 days left.

DLTW.♥

2010-04-05T09:29:00.000-07:00

the phone that never rings,
is a peculiar type of thing,
the fact that it's meant to sing,

makes it hurt just by looking.

my phone that never rings,

my phone that used to ring,

my phone no longer rings,

my phone that never rings.

bzzzztt! slaps mosquito

2009-12-21T01:20:00.001-08:00

I actually have no idea what to blog about, and plus its the holidays. which..sucks.
especially when I have absolutely NOTHING to do ):

so i decided.hmm, blog about camp? then i realised, but i have no pictures, no nothing ): HOW TO BLOG?

so change topic, how about..prom? the 2nd most recent event.hmm.. I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY. except for. yeah :) it was..alright :) i liked it. ahhaha.

ARGH. okay. so camp, uhm.. it was AWESOME. i liked the uhm..CSI game thing.....

i feel like i'm talking to myself. :S

i shall stop here. and go watch nonsense videos on you tube :D

ohohoh! anddd planet 51, the movie, hmm.. i don't like it ): i could somehow guess the ending before it even..ended o.o ahaha. yes.
and i haven't watched new moon yet ): im so outdated...

AHA. list of movies i will watch..soon.
1. new moon
2. i love beth cooper
3. jennifer's body
4. G-force
5. Avatar
6. 2012- is it good? it scares me a lil :O
7. Love happens ( I HAVE THAT DVD! NYAHAHA. YAY)
8. dance flick. -- is that even a movie?
9. Princess and the frog
10. a christmas carol.
11.zombieland- sounds cool ahahah.
12. alvin and the chipmunks 2. --is it out yet? o.o

ahh..well. im sure there's more. but i gotta think. so till then,

TAAAA~!

thought i couldn't live without you,

it's gonna hurt when it heals too,

it'll all get better in time.

Duke of Edinburgh Bronze International Award. :O

2009-10-13T03:45:00.000-07:00

IT IS SO COOL. like really really cool :)

all these things were in my bag :O
1. 3 pairs of socks
2. Daysack
3. Flip Flops
4. 2 long pants
5. 3 tee shirts
6. 1 long sleeved top
7. Waterproof jacket
8. Shampoo
9. Underwear
10. 2 towels
11. First aid kit
12. 2 liter water bottles (filled)
13. Hat
14. Insect repellent
15. LOADS plastic bags
16. Face sunblock
17. Body sunblock
18. Toothbrush
19. Toothpatse
20. 2 small torches
21. head lamp
22. Matches
23. Sponge
24. Plate
25. Tupperware
26. Cup
27. Cutlery
28. Sleeping bag
29. Roll mat
30. Whistle
31. Fuel bottle
32. Tent poles
33. Tent pegs
34. Apple
35. Rice
36. Noodles
37. Pasta
38. Ketchup
39. Sugar
40. Salt
41. Pepper
42. Milo
43. Emergency rations - raisins, dried guava, more milo.
44. tongs
45. spare batteries
46. Poncho
47. Army knife
48. Salt
49. Hair stuff.
50. Deodorant

Things i was already wearing:
1. Walking boots
2. socks
3. watch
4. Rucksack containing all of the above. o.o

My Rucksack weighed 20.37 kg.
which i carried uphill for around 4 hours.
DIE.

from the bus to the campsite, it takes around 45 minutes by foot and the rucksack.
it kills. literally.

i think i overpacked x) nyahahhaa.

I had 8 hours of hiking,
3 hours of caving
and.. something.. heheheh.

while i was doing it, so not fun.
but now that its over,
FUN. SO SO FUN. :D

but the sad thing is ):
): ): ): ): i missed uhmm..the promo video shoot for RIC! :O
bad bad!

im tired now x)
gotta go dinners.
BYEE :D

i can't wait for prom :)

nothing else i can say.

2009-09-22T02:05:00.000-07:00

the sky was black, even when the sun rose,
i was stuck in the mud with stuff in my toes.
it felt like i was in alone in a deserted road,
just standing there, as it snowed.

till one day after 13 years of standing there,
i noticed a girl with beautiful hair.
we looked at each other stunned and shocked,
i just kept staring, my eyes were locked.

then one slightly brighter day,
no no, it was actually grey.
i felt brave and sick of my worthless life,
so i slowly stepped towards my future wife.

i went there and sat next to this beautiful friends of mine,
just waiting, and waiting to try and intertwine.
i thought i didnt have a chance, not even a bit,
but asked her anyway and she replied sweetly, mit.

that simple name, that ordinary name,
burned in my heart, like a flame.
i thought i wouldn't feel comfortable with her,
but my feelings with her we a stir. ?

stop making me cry ):
it's a great poem.
loves.

fate is being a %^$%(*^&$%#$%$^%

2009-09-18T06:14:00.000-07:00

Love is blind

Love is beauty

Love is sweet

Love is bitter

Love is care

Love is hesitation

Love is bare

Love is dare

Love is peace

Love is violence

Love is clear

Love is dirty

Love is prominent

Love is contaminated

Love is heaven

Love is hell

Love is a crash

Love is sticky

Love is critical

Love is mythological

Love is brittle

Love is malleable

Love is capable

Love is stressful

Love is innocent

Love is nothing

Love is god

Love is devil

Love is evil

Love is shining sun

Love is blinking moon

Love is beautiful earth

Love is pain

But love is lovable and

Love is pain

Love is like this

Love is like that

Love is too much

To put into words

But, i love love, and love doesn't love me.

nothing i can do now, huh?

try me.

foxes (:

2009-08-18T02:42:00.000-07:00

we must look up to FOXES!!

well, i read this odd fact.

once a fox mates,

he stays with the female fox forever.

if the female fox dies,

the male fox stays single for life (:

such a lovely fact.

ily (:

you make every heartbeat count.

i GIVE UP :(

2009-08-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

i have given up trying to upload pictures onto my blogg on appreciation dinner..
it is messing with my head,
either blogger is always busy,
or,
my internet sucks.
i think it's the second one ):
which is worse than the first..
for me. so yeappss D:

wil update more soon,
when the internet is FRIENDLIER :(

hehe.

xx

appreciation dinner & before..

2009-08-03T01:17:00.000-07:00

tara & me (: she jsut HAD to look away ): hehe.

manda the pretty <3

me & manda

AWH :D AHAH. i love you too manda (:

stefan and his pineapple rice o.o

me & ryan

me & manda

sarah, me, reena

big hello kitty fan!

spotted this car on the way to jaya o.o

me & pr.foo! :)

sara & me

me & sara

stefan preaching :D hahaa. testimony.

the first ever picture taken with my new camera x) the sara.

more pictures soon.

it takes forever to upload lah :(

toods.

OLYMPUS CAMERAHH :D

2009-08-01T06:10:00.000-07:00

ehehehe :D
i iss happyy! will post pictures from my
NEW CAMERA
SOON!
i wanna see the winner's blog post :)
ehhehe. see what i lost to.. x) HAUYON. gimme link (:
or anyone else..if you know the url of the winner ;)
ehhehe.
thank you God for blessing me with a CAMERAA!!

God bless you people.
loves,
mee (:

LOUD in words (: a life changing experience

2009-07-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

wow, lol.. i've been procrastinating for a LOOONGG time :D
now, i have decided, to do it PROPERLY (:
hehhee..
On the 26th of July 2009,
me and Amanda, travelled to Kaylee's house to do our HAIR :D
this year, we decided that we'd rather do our hair,
by ourselves, instead of wasting more money,
just to get it done in a salon.

at Kaylee's house, i discovered that *gasp*
me and Kaylee's parents are from the SAME cellgroup! :D
ehhehe.

so, back to the point, on the day,
11 of the RIC girls, plus sara (leong) were busy doing their hair (:
we flipped through magazines,
cracking our brains on trying to find a suitable hairstyle for everyone..

we all tooks turns with the curling and straightening irons,
in the end, we took almost 5 hours to do our hair o.o
but the results were AWESOME!
each hairstyle had it's own specialty.

now, for the journey to church from kaylee's house...
in Kaylee's car, there were 6 of us,
Kaylee (driving), amanda, me, lynn, petra and alliyza.
when we finally arrived at church,
amanda suddenly said:"guys..it's LOUD today.."
it was only then that we all felt butterflies,
finally absorbing the fact that TODAY IS LOUD!
and we started screaming (as usual).

We practically RAN to the makeup room backstage..
in the makeup room, there were two LOVELY ladies :D
samantha and hannah, our make up artists,
we got to know them the night before (the trial run)
so, we were all happy and yeah :)

the atmosphere in the room was SO JUMPY!
everyone was busy getting their makeup done.
the boys, who had nothing to do,
decided to go out,
and play foosball.

After around 2 hours of hard make up work,
all the girls were shining..literally, SHINING!
we had glitter on our eye lids..

at around 4 o'clock, people started coming..
Daryll said that we could go out,
but we had to be back at 6 SHARP!
so hurriedly,
most of us left the make up room, to look for our friends..

My friends arrived at around 5 o'clock,
i was DELIGHTED to meet them..
i brought them around church,
first to the photo booth,
then the sports centre,
where they got tatoos and hairspray..
i was aware that someone was singing on stage..
but i didnt really pay much attention to it x)
(oops. sorry :S) lol

but time really flies when you're having fun..
it was 6 before i knew it..
i apologized to my friends and told them that you'll see me on stage!
and then i left..to return to the make up room.

In the make up room,
everyone was getting touch ups and lipstick..
well the girls x) ahhaha.
at that time, adrenaline was pumping through our body!

when we were all set to go, we went into the auditorium to pray.
we praed for the sound system,
the junkyard invaders,
the dew crew,
the cheer team (one of them had a sprained hand =/)
our dance team,
project gsus,
moks,
as well as every single person that was goign to step into the hall that night.

with our energy filled to the max,
we went back to the make up room,
waiting for the events to finally start..

everyone in the make up room started screaming
once we heard the screams coming from outside.
we all mumbled to ourselves,
"the doors are open, the doors are open"
from the little television inside the make up room,
i could see the count down..15 minutes,14,13,12,11,10..then we went outside to warm up.
when we returned it was already down to 3 mintues..
my heart was flying,
and ginormus butterflies were flying around in my stomach..
this was it.
LOUD 2009.

we were all DYING to go out on stage to glorify God.
just before our perfomance,
Daryll pulled us in for the last talk ever..
he said:"okay dance crew, this is it. one dance, 6 minutes, one God."
"we want to glorify God as much as we can."
"remember whatever i've said.get into character"
"put not 100% of energy into it. put 200% into it! for our God is a great God"
"come, lets pray.."

so as a team, we held hands,
and listened to Daryll pray the last prayer before we went on stage.
i felt like crying when i finally realized that this was the only chance i have to glorify God.
i made a mental note to push myself,
and come off stage sweating like MAD.

it was time for us to go on stage,
as we danced, i could feel the Lord moving in us.
it seemed like the BEST dance i have ever danced so far..
so much energy and strength put into it.

when we took our bow,
i felt so happy.
to see the crowd going WILD for our dance!
it was very comforting..
to know that the crowd saw that we had God in our lives.

when we went back to the make up room,
we were screaming softly (ahhaha)
because we couldn't scream too loud backstage.
hhehehe.

Daryll told us we could go into the auditorium for praise and worship.
i found some of my friends and i worshipped the Lord with them.
somewhere in the song, we made a train. ehhehe.
we ran through the crowd and yeah :D it was very fun.

soon, we had to return to the make up room to prepare for our finale.
we decided on the macarena! (: it was so last minute,
but so fun indeed.

When moks made the altar call, everyone in the room was like
:"shh!shh! altar call!!!"
we saw lots of people rising from their seats to go up front,
to receive God..
I started praying hard, that God would touch more hearts..one by one..
pssttt*
my friend told me that night that he felt the holy spirit and started crying :D
i was so pleased.ehhhe
anyways..

During the finale,
we felt really happy but sad at the same time..
happy because all those dance pratices and rehearsals were all worth it,
but sad because this was the last time we'd be on stage..till next year of course :D

we had great fun.
that night, when i got home,
i decided to reflect on what happened that day.

i realized that every single move we made on stage,
only happened because of God,
without him, we were just plain dancers.
but with him,
we were his paint brushes,
painting the floor for him,
to make a masterpiece.

It was delighting to see how God could move so much throught the people's lives,
i was happy i brought my friends,
so that in return,
they too would be saved and have eternal life.

Although the day was packed with all sorts of different activities and so on,
the whole point of LOUD,
was to bring youth, to the Lord..
most people would say..
"isn't youth too young? aren't they too young to make such a decision?"
well, there isn't a specific age to become a Christian..
to those out there that think you are too young to make a decision like this,
i would like to present you with a bible verse,

"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity."

it is a bible verse that has spoken to me, when i felt like,
hmm..this isn't something that i should be bothered about,
let the adults do it..
but when i remember the bible verse, it spoke to me, and i did what i had to.

so YEAH :D

i can't wait to bring my friend to church again..
so that they would grow stronger and stronger towards God,
and live a purpose driven life..

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANNA JOIN ME TOO (:
its EVERY STURDAY,
from 2-4pm
at DREAM CENTRE!!

God loves you,
and i love you people too.

toodles (:
xx

LOUD! photos part 3 :)

2009-07-29T01:03:00.000-07:00

Ivan, Amanda, Me, Sara, Shannon, and Sabrina's back (:

US AGAIN (: we are awesome at being retarded!

we're a big lovely family :D

we're not individuals,we're a TEAM.

and again!

Real Ink Crew!

PROJECT GSUS! (the stringy guys :D

CHEER team! :)

me and Ryan after performing..

me and Amanda (plant) after performing x)

i'm sure i'll find even more photos soon x)

i'll talk about LOUD overall later!

toodles everyoneee =)

LOUD photos part 2 ! (:

2009-07-29T00:45:00.001-07:00

at the end of loud :(

liqi and stephanie

junkyard invaders!

(although you cant really see them :S)

woo! the people! (:

and again!

and again again!

gabriel (everyone said he has an AWESOME voice)

countdownnn! ooohh.

and i almsot forgot! CHEER! :D

(all these pictures were actually taken by my friends, i couldn't take many because i was in the MAKE UP ROOM! so, i have LOADS from there instead ;)

those are coming RIGHT UP! :D

LOUD! (: photos part 1

2009-07-29T00:21:00.001-07:00

LOUD banner!

zhiyu singing (i apologise for the small photos, they upload faster :])

the MASSIVE crowd

hall 2 (:

guitar hero

foosball

EGG TARTS! (: YUM.

the countdown! *gasp*

a band..

and another band..

more photos to come! :D

pre- LOUD stuff :D

2009-07-29T00:02:00.000-07:00

During the first week of ZC,

we learned HOW to invite our friends,

and Jared gave us a GREAT example x)

P.L.E.I.K.S.!

P-pray

L-list

E-entice

I-invite

K-keep it fresh

S-seal the deal (:

I really gave me a good idea on how to bring my friends to LOUD.

once i received my invites,

i was so happy x) THEY LOOK SO PRETTYY :D

I couldn't wait to give them away (:

to, my dearest SARA LEONG (:

2009-07-28T01:04:00.000-07:00

heyy sara! (:
by the time you read this,
you'll probably be back in uhh..aussie already.. ):
just wanted to let you know that,
me, tara, manda, and the WHOLEE of W cell,
will be missing you to BITS.

Remember that you'll be back before you know it,
and that you have Lydia's shoulder,
to cry on,
when you need it ;)

we're waiting for your return!
poem to you,

A friend is like a flower,
A rose to be exact,
Or maybe like a brand new gate,
that never comes unlatched.
A friend is like an owl,
both beautiful and wise.
Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,
whose spirit never dies.
A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end.
Where would we be in this world,
if we didn't have a friend.

we'll miss you Sara (:
happy studying in UNI :D

the ice skating rinks WAITINGGG (:

loves,
mich :]

i am free :D

2009-07-20T00:31:00.000-07:00

i am so so happy :D
LOUD is this coming sunday
and i have uhh..8 friends only :( ehhe
so, if you're free this sunday,
from 5-9,
and you consider yourself my friend,
PLEASE CALL ME :D
and tell me you'd love to come.

ps: im dancing (:

anywayys =D
i have made someone upset :(
for being upset :(
and for posting something upset :(
im sorryy :(

hope that i'll be forgiven
like how i forgave you ;)

iislovingyouu :)
talk to you TOMORROW :D
be back soon ;)
bill's waiting.

xx

blessed <3

2009-07-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

i have never realised,
how blessed i am,
to have my friends,
my family,
and you.

i have to count my blessings
and be grateful,
for all i've got.
im sorry.
my fault :D

lovingyou.
so much.
hurry on back to me ;)
and READ YOUR MAIL! :p
xx
mich

trust :'( all my emotions go outta control

2009-07-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

i thought someone was busy.
guess not.
it was all fake :(

me not happy D:
i want pizza.
i want you.
ish.
sucks. ='(

"cant forget to breathe slow,

count from 1-10,

with my eyes closed,

cause ladies take it in and get composure,

ladies never losee composure."

iloveyoupeople (:
xx

where'd you go? i miss you so.

2009-07-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

its been one day,
wait,
less than a day,
only 14 hours,
without you. :(
and it feels like forever already..

i couldn't even sleep properly x)
and i am normally skilled at sleeping. ;)
i hope you actually get to read this,
and yeah :D know that im missing you.

i think i need to go back to bed.
i love you.
see you soon.
xx

so i'll let you go ,

and i'll set you free,

and when you've seen,

what you need to see,

when you find you,

come back to me.

video killed the radioo starr ♫

2009-07-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

my summer so far, has been BORING.
except for going out with SOME PEOPLE :D yesterday.
I went to watch ice age three.
its quite funny (:
i enjoyed it x)
then, i had baskin robbins, as usual, SHERBET :D
lime and lemon sherbet ;)

mr. bill's owner is going overseas todayy :(
he won't be back..for a looooongg time :(
sniffles. ='(
hope he has fun working there though :D
and no, i don't need a lava lamp. x) HAHAH. expensive things.
aihh..lol. have fun honeyy =)

i am going out with SARA and TARA this FUHHRAAIIDAYY :D whoop!
i wanna watch HARRY POTTER! ;)
& UP! the one with the fat 'chinese' boy :D

i miss you,

i miss your smile,

and i still shed a tear,

every once in awhile,

and eventhough its different now,

you're still here somehow,

my heart wont let you go,

and I need you to know,

i miss you.

loves.
x

i have a dirty little secret,dirty little secret :D

2009-07-10T03:18:00.000-07:00

i think my blog is boring people out (:
im sorry people,
who read this blog
and find it so boring,
but you can't help not reading it,
i apologize :D

i have a dirty little secret ;)
my dirty little secret.
hhehehehe.
wheeeeeee (:

"i need you,

like water,

like breath,

like rain,

i need you like,

mercy from heaven's gate,

theres a freedom in your arms,

that carries me through,

i need you"

you make my love worthwhile~

I love you people :)

i gotta feeling,that tonights gonna be a good night(:

2009-07-09T06:16:00.000-07:00

todayy is the 2nd last day of school for the year.
it SUCKS.
so much :(
i wanna go to school :( :(

GOOD NEWS :D im moving up for math :D yay yay yay!
and and, i got a decent report. although alot of it was BULLCRAP :D
ehhe. especially bio...lol. tsk tsk.

eistedfodd, CHANCELLOR WON FOR CHOIR AND I WAS IN IT. NENENENEBOOBOO :D
i didn think we'd win..i couldnt even hear myself sing.. ahahha :) but our house song sucked :( which sucks :( we practiced it less than 10 times....

and im still in love with bill's owner ;)

&& im sleeppy, i think there's something wrong with me, today i slept all the way form 5-8 pm. and im still sleeppy..

LOUDS COMING UP! ive invited so many of you, but you guys are all going overseas -.- EVIL.
i will drag some people to come :D

man u is coming to msia on the 18th July, ahhaha. ;)

i miss michael jackson although i have never seen him before,
i loved his daughter's speech.short sweet and heart wrenching :D it was beautiful
i wanted to cry :(
MJ is awesome :]

oh oh andd, me, nazzy, naz, minji, joo oh, hazel (michelle), and cheng yee, oh and aaron, we came up with lots of flirt lines :D

oh and and.. yo momma jokes are so cool! :D
they're pretty insulting but..overall yeah :D

and uhmm :( mummy gotta go for surgery :/
something in her nose.
sigh. pray for her please :)

I NEED to sleep :)
nights everyone
sleep tight
dont let the bed bugs bite

lots of love from me,
mich <3

discovery week :D

2009-06-29T17:15:00.000-07:00

discovery week so far has been.. hmm.uhh.okay..uhh..interesting? x) HAHHA.
so, on monday, me dayna, joyce,helena, hye ju, nicole tan, janice, rebecca lim,noel, justin, yingjing, cheng yee, joo oh, min ji. AND MORE PEOPLE :D went to this blind school in uhh.jalan genting,klangg some where o.o ahhha. so mhmm. we havent done much other than that..

we did brailling, met more friends! and in my group was uhh..shahide, mohd adha, eddie and nazri :D with dayna, justin and ying jing. very funny x) ehehhe. we had this treaure hunt thing, and nazri was the only one that was entirely blind, so he used uhh..a brailler, and he is so SKILLED. he can just run his figners over the brailled thingies, and he can read the whole sentence..o.o HAHAH. freakkky.. :/

and then we also had this dance thing, our group did the can-can, theenn :D we elt eddie do a SOLO :D hahaha. very cool. too cool :D

anywyass. the whole reason why im even blogging now is because im stuck in school at 8 o'clock in the morning not doing anything..-.- HAHHA. im an hour early..DAYNNA ditched me :( and im all alone in the DT lab using the computers..ahha. another 43 minutes before somone will arrive =( damnit.

and and..i love mr BILL THE RHINO :D he's been faithfully helping me while ive been pissed.and when i threw him on the couch...hehe. he's still in one piece. AAHAHA. iloveyouu :D wheeeeeeee. im hungry. i have nothing to do..and im still hungryy..and my left leg's toes and numb. ehhe. somone bloody appearr please :( ehhe.

<3
mich.

bored.

2009-05-04T03:55:00.000-07:00

i was just flipping through my blog and i realized. Gosh. Its been AGES since I've blogged about ANYTHING.
so,
i decided to blog about something TOTALLY OUT OFTHE ORDINARY.
swine flu. AHAHH.

nah.
lil' update.

3:22, 30/4/2009. was very awesome (: such a FANTASTIC movie. neyhehhahaha. (inside joke)

guess what? =D our dance crew, REALINKCREW. are gonna start making TEE SHIRTS for SALE.

AND. well there isn't really anything on our page yet, but. http://realink.snappages.com/
is like our website =D

VERY COOL ^^

AND ALSO, I have my checkpoint paper 2 tmr =( sucks. (not cool)

iloveallyouguys :]

x

the end of my orals =D

2009-04-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

I FINISHED MY ORALS FOR IGCSE MANDARIN AND MALAY. but,
unlike rachel, i like my cue cards, they're so pretty (:
so i SHALL NOT tear them apart..=D
and plus, i have to save them for my brother. ehehhe.
OH. AND AND. ENGLISH LIT PAPER(:
WHEHAAAAYYY~

exams coming up =(
-checkpoint mocks- next monday
-dunno chapter what math test-soon
-english language paper-mr mc conchie says there's gonna be one =(
-checkpoint-real thing soon
-igcse o lvls mandarin-writing and reading paper- damn shizzle..
-igcse o lvls malay writing and reading paper- crappaayyy
-math end of year progress test-hehe..
-mental math- hmm..*shrug*
-history-world war 1 and 2 i think and the..hollercaust? or something laidat.
-geography-mm..
********************************************************
aallalala.

loves,
mich.

♫ What does your name mean? taaaggg :)

2009-04-14T02:33:00.000-07:00

whoever that reads this HAS to do it x) im so evil. NYAHAH.

M: You are great in bed (o.o)
I: You are great in bed (-.- wtf? lol)
C: You are really sily
H: You have a very good personality and looks
E: You are a damn good kisser (...)
L: Everyone loves you (psshtt x) sure)
L: Everyone loves you (again)
E: You are a damn good kisser (righttt..)

H: You have a very good personality and looks
O: You are an awesome kisser (*sighs*)
N: You like to drink (yeah (: water& apple juice)
G: You never let people tell you what to do (finally something that makes sense..-.-)

A: You like to drink
B : You like people
C : You are really silly
D : You like to drink
E : You are a damn good kisser
F : You are dead sexy
G : You never let people tell you what to do
H : You have a very good personality and looks
I : You are great in bed
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy
L: Everyone loves you
M : You are great in bed
N : You like to drink
O : You are an awesome kisser
P : You are popular with all types of people
Q : You are a hypocrite
R : You are fucking crazy
S : You are easy to fall in love with
T : You're loyal to those you love
U : You really like to chill
V : You are not judgmental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for
Z : Always ready

crisis =/

2009-04-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

Oh crappys.. =(
just to let my 1111 friend know, i might not even be here then =/
in June 2011, i will be heading off to melbourne, (if i get in)
which means, i can't meet you.
which really sucks. lol. so yeapps.. =/
im so sorry, but i'm sure when the time comes, i'll be...17 =D
WHOOPPPEE. i should be able to make my own decisons, so maybe..
it'll be a holiday time, and i'll come back. omg.. 11:11, 11/11/2011. is such a rare date =/
it's only once in a lifetime.

i HAVE to make it back. In time. ahh.. crappys..

tagged (:

2009-04-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.

What is your name: Michelle.
A four letter word: Mash.
A boy’s name: Mike.
A girl’s name: Megan.
An occupation: Magician.
A color: Maroon.
Something you’ll wear: Make-up??
A food: MASHED POTATO. yum.
Something found in the bathroom: my favourite shampoo.
A place: melbourne.
A reason for being late: my dog tripped me x)
Something you’d shout: Make me!
A movie title: ?? heh.
Something you drink: Mango juice.
A musical group: Maroon 5??
An animal: MONKEY.
A street name: ...
A type of car: auto-MOBIL..
The title of a song: Mad.
Tag 5 people: lalalalala~

deal.

2009-04-06T07:05:00.000-07:00

i'll make you a deal (:
you know who you are.
On the 11th of November in the year, 2011, at 11 o'clock and 11 mins,
i'll be waiting for you.
at the place where most of our memories lie ;] (if it still exists, i think it will)
you don't have to appear or come, cause i don't know where you might be.
But,
i just wanna let you know,
i'll be waiting.

and another one ;]

2009-04-05T21:17:00.001-07:00

A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG, time ago,hhehehe. We had this discipleship conference thing, that me, manda, sara, sarah, ryan, joel (tan) andd.. loads of other people went. oh i forgot stefan. cept he only came for like ONE. session -.- lol.

on the saturday morning conference, we had nasi lemak and tea and noodles and..coffee. andd milo. lol. so, we decided to make a concoction.
AND SO WE DID! look down, ------

OUR CONCOCTION! FUYOH! lol.

it contains (coffee,tea,sambal from the noodles,and that veg on the spoon, and milo and yeah.. thats about it I think. SO yes (: our wonderful concoction. Oh and mango juice.

Me and manda, tasted it first. *sips* mmm..well..uhh, tastes alot like sambal.. that's all. hehhe.

'EH! lets ask ryan and people to come drink too!' while we waited, sara and sarah tried it too (:

WE WOMEN ARE STRONG. HEHEHE.

then ryan came with joel, and we gave them the cup, without telling them what it was. It looks like tom yam soup actually, doesn't it? well, picture of MANDA THE BRAVE (:

But, WOAH. Joel, thinks he so macho, drank like HALF THE CUP O.O so yeah. don't think he got a stomach ache so.. WHEHAYY! good concoction! =D

randoms (:

2009-04-05T20:58:00.000-07:00

my gosh, it's been quite awhile since I've blogged about something properly x)

so anywayss (: the other dayy.. uhh. friday (: yes.

I went shopping with mummy, daddy and brother. Matt (brother) had to buy a new pair of sandals cause apparently, the bottom of his old sandals (kikilala xD) came off. so.. we went shopping in the royal sporting house..(yes -.- that spoilt little thing) and I SAW THINGS. that were SUPER UBER DUPER CUTE. yes (: mini shoes. well i think they're cute.. x)

look at the size of em!

no, seriously, they are that small.

(brother's foot..THERE! his kikilala sandals- PSSHHAHHAHA)

it's taking forever to upload.. gah.

the one on the right is a ME size. see the difference? i LOVE. x)

well, that's about it.

love love,

mich.

2009-04-02T03:08:00.000-07:00

Lord, please let me be happy again.

Allow me to forget my past,

and move on.

Let my innocence return.

Let me return to when i was at the age of 5.

Help me dear Lord.

In Jesus precious name,

Amen.

..Cause when you're fifteen

and somebody tells you that they love you

you're gonna believe them

and when you're fifteen,

feeling like there's nothing to figure out

well count to ten,

take it in this is life

before you know who

you're gonna be fifteen..

(taylor swift-fifteen)

screw it.screw it.screw it.

2009-04-01T02:02:00.000-07:00

my gosh.

my life.

is terrible.

Leave me be.

Seriously.

choices.

2009-03-31T04:09:00.000-07:00

There are so many choices that I have to make.

So many hearts i'm worried and concerned about..

If I make this choice, whose heart will I break?

Whose heart will i sting?

If I make that choice, my heart would berak.

My heart will sting.

But like I always say,

do what's best for YOU.

How much I wish I could turn back time..

So much still unsaid,

so much still undone.

But somethings just don't work out.

Some things cannot be forced to happen.

It's true.

The more contact we make,

the worse my heart feels.

I have to learn how to let things in the past, stay in the past.

but, i'm just human.

help..=/

basketball and volleyball.. ;)

2009-03-26T05:42:00.000-07:00

This is a really stupid post x) I'm only posting it cause i...felt like it (: anyways..
On tuesday, the uhh.. 24th of March,
Me, Nazzy, P and loads of other people had volleyball cca x)
butt, we got kinda bored, so we went up to the sports hall to find MEI KEI. iloveher (IN YOUR FACE ADAM) X)
and plus, the sports hall has aircond, and it was hot, so we went up.

Adam, Sean, Brian, Justin, Ying Jing, Rachel, Donovan, Angelina, Mei Kei were all there.
so we decided to join them in a game of BASKETBALL.
lol. and so, me and nazzy ran off to play our own little game, one on one, and P was just the.. so called.. commentator x)
so we let her talk and talk..
then, Nazzy, took the ball from me when i was dribbling cause I was busy telling P to go away x)
so, she got it, she hugged it in her chest. AND RAN AWAY.xP
so i screamed at her :" TRAVELLINGGGGGGGG, OOOIIHH. COME BACK. "
and ran after her. and i was like *PEEEPPPTT* FOUL!
and i grabbed the ball from her.
i took the ball threw it and IT WENT IN THE HOOP x)
and P, being the commentator and all went :' so michelle, how do you feel getting a score, since you know you're not the crowd fav, you know they're not cheering for you and all that..." and i smacked her on the head. lol. she said ow. NYAHAH. then, i got the ball back, and nazzy's way of attacking was to grab my shirt from the back xD
i screamed at her- NAZZYYY STOP HARASSING ME, and hugged the ball to my chest and ran away..
duu..duu.. after awhile, we were laughing too much to continue playing.
so, we joined adam and people and played basketball.
and adam, wanted to be on meikei's group, so, he said IM A GIRL. and he joined us. BUT, donovan then said, ( i think Donovan) NOH. it's not boys against girls, it's balls against no balls. x) yes. sick minded people. lol

then i felt lazy, so i said to adam. ADAM DONT THROW THE BALL AT ME YEA? IM RESTING, IM THE MASCOT NOW. and so.. i was like chatiing to nazzy when i heard someone scream :' MICHELLE'. and a ball slammed right into my face.
yeah thanks adam x)
and the rest roflmao. sad cases.
anywhooo, will update more REAAAALL SOON.

love,
mich

2009-03-23T01:55:00.000-07:00

once again, my heart falls to the ground.

dangerous.

2009-03-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

On the 21st of March, Pr. Victor and Pr. Kelly talked to us about SEX and SENSIBILITIES..x)
When Pr. Victor spoke, it felt like he was directly speaking to me. Almost everthing he said triggered a memory. The topic was also about PMS. I thought it was like.. Pre-menstruation syndrome or something but nooooohh. x) it was pre-marital sex.

anddd.. i did do the virgin pledge thinggyyy! =D ahhahah.
Pr. Victor gave us this scale thing also.
1.look
2.touch
3.holding hands (sometimes)
4.constantly holding hands
5. light kiss ( peach )
6. strong kiss (plum)
7.frenching (alfafa)
8...the rest is a bit too...yuck :D

There were also some quotes that really spoke to me..like
- the pleasure lasts a short while, the scar lasts forever.. and i guess, that actually, it is really true and that evern if i've messed up, 'there's always hope and recovery'.

So, everyone out there, be careful yea? ;] Restraint is a sign of maturity.
God loves you, and i love you too. so yes (:

love,
mich.

there. i took it off. happy? or is it still too..revealing?

guesses.

2009-03-17T06:52:00.000-07:00

in histoire (history) lol class today,
ms, RAAAOOO said this OH SO AMAZING PHRASE. that i for some UNKNOWN reason,
JUST LOVE.

she said, (dum dum dum dum, drum roll, trumpet horns, red carpet rolling noises like poof poof x) )

"one
can
only
speculate'.

KABOOMBAMMSHIZZLETWIZZLELIZZLEKIZZLEBAWIZZLE. nyahha. too many izzles huh? xP
AND that's how i fell in love with the 'one can only speculate thing'

the end.
x.

hmm..tagged by manda x)

2009-03-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

I actually just copied and pasted this x) so it ended up like this.. from manda.. o.o yea. LOL.

Bold the statements that are true to youColour the statements that you WISH are trueLeave the Fibs aloneThen, stab 7 people to do the same test.I miss somebody right now.I don't watch TV these days.I own lots of books.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.I've tried marijuana.I have been in a threesome.I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I curse sometimes.I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.I carry my knife/razor everywhere with meI'm TOTALLY smart.I've broken someones bones.I'm paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really,really fast.I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas.I have at least one sibling.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.I couldn't survive without Caller I.DI like the way I look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. -Always? I have a lot of friends.I am currently singleI have pecked someone of the same sex.I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.I love to shop.I enjoy window shopping.I would rather shop than eat.I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.I'm a pretty good dancer.I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.I've rejected someone before.I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.I want to have children in the future.I have changed a diaper before.I've called the cops on a friend before.I'm not allergic to anything.I have a lot to learn.I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.I am shy around the opposite sex.I have tried alcohol beforeI have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.I own the "South Park" movie.I would die for my best friends. I wouldThat Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I have used my sexuality to advance my career.I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.I have dated a close friends' ex.I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guysI study for tests most of the time.I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.I can work on a car.I love my job.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.I walk barefoot wherever i can.I have jumped off a bridge.I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I'm proficient in a musical instrument.I worked at McDonald's restaurant.I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.I think water rules.I went college out of state.I like sausage.I love kisses.I fall for the worst people. Not at this momentI adore bright colours.I can't live without black eyeliner.I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.I usually like covers better than originals.I can pick up things with my toes.I can't whistle. Sorta? XDI can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal I've ever written in.I can't stick to a diet.I talk in my sleep.I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring.I have a tattoo.I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.I am a caffeine junkie.I know what cos playing is.I have been to over 15 conventions.I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.I'm an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.I like a person of the same sex.I love being happy.I am an adrenaline junki.

AHA. i hope this one turns out right.. lol
Bold the statements that are true to youColour the statements that you WISH are trueLeave the Fibs aloneThen, stab 7 people to do the same test.I miss somebody right now.I don't watch TV these days.I own lots of books.I wear glasses or contact lenses.I love to play video games.I've tried marijuana.I have been in a threesome.I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.I believe honesty is usually the best policy.I curse sometimes.I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. ( I can do it half half right? =D)I carry my knife/razor everywhere with meI'm TOTALLY smart.I've broken someones bones. x) it’ll be funnyI'm paranoid sometimes.I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.I need money right now.I love sushi.I talk really,really fast.I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas.I have at least one sibling.I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.I couldn't survive without Caller I.DI like the way I look.I am usually pessimistic.I have a lot of mood swings.I have a hidden talent.I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. (half half agiann)I have a lot of friends.I am currently singleI have pecked someone of the same sex.I enjoy talking on the phone.I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.I love to shop.I enjoy window shopping.I would rather shop than eat.I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.I'm a pretty good dancer.I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.I have a cell phone.I believe in God.I watch MTV on a daily basis.I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.I've rejected someone before.I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.I want to have children in the future.I have changed a diaper before.I've called the cops on a friend before.I'm not allergic to anything. (does dust count? O.o)I have a lot to learn.I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.I am shy around the opposite sex.(depends who (: )I have tried alcohol beforeI have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.I own the "South Park" movie.I would die for my best friends That Pizza Hut has the best pizza.I have used my sexuality to advance my career.I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. ( I only like the free candy (: )I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.I have dated a close friends' ex.I am happy at this moment!! I'm obsessed with guysI study for tests most of the time.I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.I can work on a car.I love my job.I am comfortable with who I am right now.I have more than just my ears pierced.I walk barefoot wherever i can.I have jumped off a bridge. ( it was really small.. =D)I love sea turtles.I spend ridiculous money on makeup.I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.I'm proficient in a musical instrument.I worked at McDonald's restaurant.I hate office jobs.I love sci-fi movies.I think water rules.I went college out of state.I like sausage.I love kisses.I fall for the worst people. (mmmhmm) I adore bright colours.I can't live without black eyeliner.I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.I usually like covers better than originals.I can pick up things with my toes.I can't whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. ( im actually trying it now.. o.o )I have ridden/owned a horse.I still have every journal I've ever written in. ( idk where some of them went x)I can't stick to a diet.I talk in my sleep.—it’ll be fun.. NYAHHA.I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring.I have a tattoo.I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.I am a caffeine junkie.I know what cost playing is.I have been to over 15 conventions.I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.I'm an artist.I only clean my room when necessary.I like a person of the same sex…o.o oh dear NYAHAH.I love being happy.I am an adrenaline junkie. ( only sometimes, when im high :D )

oh dearie me.. I CANT BE BOTHERED TO PRESS ENTER AFTER EVERY SENTENCE x) waste my timeeee.. =(
hmm..

lol. well if you guys can be bothered, take your time to read it yea? (:

lots of love from me, <3
mich.

locked in love..
2009-03-12T04:50:00.000-07:00
there's this song, by some MALAYSIAN singer x)
called James Baum,
and i likeeee~ ;]

so im not just gonna sit around
and let u forget what we were
once there was strength in being together
we need to find keys out of this prison

locked in a prison in a prison
i know that we made
why cant we be like the birds an the bees
livin for each day locked in love,
your love, my love, it's our love it's such a shame..

yeah. i'm not gonna sit around.
but, i'm gonna make myself forget what we were,
once there was strength in being together,
we dont need to find keys out of this prison.

what type of personality do you have?

2009-03-03T00:34:00.000-08:00

I did this random quiz that rachel told me to do.. and guess what i am =D

You are always cheerful and charming.
You never get too serious with people when they're around,
but when you are alone,
you think carefully about what they have said.
That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber.
Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention.
Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars,
perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

HELL YEAH (:

so trueee~ it's pretty accurate for a quiz x)

i take it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaall back.

2009-02-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

i remember saying, "this shall be my last emo post".. :/
well, one's coming right up.

(from chee)
she smiles, says it doesn't hurt.
she turns, and says, it just kills.
her tears roll down those pink rosy cheeks.

There and then,everyone knew the happiest girl alive is no longer happy anymore.
Everyone was silent as she cried, no one said a word.
there goes another fairytale.

when pr. daniel talked about how when you're with your loved one in the park,
time just flies,
and how you wish,
that it would just stay there.
guess who i think of?
you.

Hou Hou Leng-nesss (:

2009-02-27T19:42:00.000-08:00

Ryan, created a family for uhh, us.. lol.
and well it now consists of.. ryan, sara (soo), amanda, me, joel, and lots more to come!
do check out our blog (:
http://thehouhoulengfamily.blogspot.com/ !! =D

much love,
mich.

LEFT4DEAD!! x)

2009-02-21T04:54:00.000-08:00

On the *thinks* 21st of.. February 2009,

a group of people, awesome people (:

by the names of..

Amanda..

Michelle..

Ryan..

Joel..

and

Ethan..

walked out of DC,

towards...a CYBERCAFE =D

the first one they went to,

aiya. 18 and above..

NEVERMIND.LOOK FOR ANOTHER.

*points* there! have.

*all rushes to CC*

Ryan- eh. it's not 18 and above!
rest- YAY!

michelle- EHEH. *jumps*

amanda- I WANNA PLAY LEFT 4 DEAD. RYAN I WANT.

ryan- don't scream ah!

joel-EHEHHE.*stone*

They all paid for one hour and sat down at a computer.
*opens LEFT 4 DEAD*

Ryan(i think)-eh, lets connect our comps and become survivors.
*John (Stefan) walks through the door*

michelle-HEY STEFAN
amanda-HI JOHN
joel-hey john
ryan-oh, johns here.

*Connects comps*

while they (Ryan, amanda, michelle, and john) were busy screaming and shouting whilst playing left for dead, joel, loner, sat there and played fifa x)

anyways. back to my point of view.
IT WAS SO SCARY..O.O
the zombie things just JUMP out at you =D it was thrilling..
andddd.
there was this thing called the Boomer x)
John, came up with a name for it. FAT BOY.
whenever there was a boomer, everyone went. FAT BOY BEHIND YOU. EH FAT BOY SHOOT SHOOT.
it was super funny.

ohoh, and..there were 4 players, Zoey ( the girl that Ryan always wanted to be because she was sexy or something..o.o), Louise (the bald guy i think x) i like him) , Francis ( some random guy with hair), and BILL (the old dude (: that john likes =D)

After awhile.. it got boring. so we switched sides. We became the.. what are they called? o.o in..something. well the baddies..so, heh. me, john and..joel (joined us cause he felt too left out x)) and we tried killing amanda and ryan who were the survivors. Ryan, set it to God mode. so they could NEVER DIE. so not fun anymore x)

There was once a game. i forgot which round, where amanda died cause she jumped off a building x) and...John shot me and Ryan dead. HAHA. he went upstairs (in the game) took bombs and threw it at us.. then, what goes around comes around, there came this herd of zombies =D=D=D. and he died toooo.. xP.

aannnnnddddd. =D the place, according to ryan x) looks like a prostitute's den. because the stairs leading up to the CC was like..blood red..lol. so yea (:

and..i forgot, we only paid for..one hour, but in the end, we stayed there for around 3 and a half hours x) damn chunted. lol.

anywyas, it was an AWESOME TIME.
will post more soon,
till then,
x.

2009-02-21T04:50:00.000-08:00

Assuming that nobody is perfect,
all relationships will require
some form of concious effort to sustain it.
The question is, why do some relationships work out
and some just sputter and die?
I'll tell you why.
Because at some point,
someone gave up.

I HAVE DECIDED. TO STOP EMO POSTS (; THIS SHALL BE MY LAST. (i hope)
for now.

2009-02-18T00:19:00.001-08:00

if something was meant to be yours,
no one can take it away.

but if something was never meant to be yours,
even if you get it,
it'll only be for a short period of time.

that's just like you and me.
you were never meant to be mine.

eventhough you were there,
it was only momentarily.

but, you and her,
you were meant to be hers'
and, no one, can take that away.

2009-02-13T21:14:00.000-08:00

you said,
"i can never have both of you happy at the same time, it's either you're happy and she's sad, or you're sad and she's happy."

well, i can see how true this is now. and you made your choice..so, maybe.
just stick to your decision yea?all you have to lose is me. and i'm not as significant compared to her.

so yeah. and. its true. opposites attract.

happy valentines day to you two. <3

x

2009-02-12T04:16:00.000-08:00

i don't even wanna be friends.
let alone talk to you.
if that's what you want,
fine by me.
but maybe when the sight of you two doesn't feel like a punch in the gut,
i'll reconsider speaking,wait.looking at you again.

2009-02-11T00:03:00.000-08:00

i may be shallow,
i may be a child,
but i'm not stupid.
so stop it with your lies.
if it's her you wanna be with,
go with it.
and let me know.
cause i won't feel a thing.
the pain you've caused before this is much more unberable.

sure.shoveitrightinmyface.

2009-02-10T00:29:00.001-08:00

i have to stop.
wishing you'd text.
wishing you'd somehow appear at my door.
wishing that it never happened.
wishing that maybe im just in a really bad dream.
wishing.

2009-02-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

I never meant for it to hurt,
I never wanted you to know,
but you do.

I never knew you'd read it,
I never thought I'd still mean something to you,
I still dont think i do.

I needed a place,
for my thoughts,
jotted down,
just in case one day,
when I read it again,
it'll remind me of you,
and the joy we shared.

I don't want you to hurt,
even if I am,
because I know you made that choice for the better.
Questions still bug me every now and then,
wondering if..if..ifs..

I know we're not gonna talk much anymore,
it's just too bad,
you said we'd stay friends,
i highly doubt it now.

Im glad to know that she's happier now,
and i understand when you say :"she had 10 times worse"
I know I've taken away something that originally belonged to her.
I regret it.

But, you've changed my life,
my perspective of life,
you allowed me to understand,
what it means to be in love,
out of love,
and without love.

I hope someday I'll just forget.
About how we would be if that didn't happen.
I can't wish with my heart right now, because you've taken it away..
Maybe someday, you'll give it back?

Getting stabbed and burned might not hurt as much as this.

wonderful =/

2009-02-04T04:11:00.001-08:00

would you be my valentine? <3

guessnot.

WILMA IS MY BUDDY ;]

2009-02-03T06:05:00.000-08:00

it feels like robots are gonna be the only thing..interesting.

and at the rate they're going, they suck.

MicHeLLe :] says:
WILMA
- Wilma - says:
Uh huh?
MicHeLLe :] says:
you are a girl=D
- Wilma - says:
I'm "female," but don't read too much into that... we robots aren't like you humans.
- Wilma - says:
Man, I'm hungry. If only I could reach the vending machine...
MicHeLLe :] says:
uhh do u need a hand?
- Wilma - says:
I don't do anything I don't want to do.
MicHeLLe :] says:
but u just said u wanted to do it
- Wilma - says:
I'm sorry, but I cannot answer that. Would you like to see everything I can do?
MicHeLLe :] says:
it's not a question o.o
- Wilma - says:
If you feel that strongly about it then I can't really argue, can I?
MicHeLLe :] says:
nope
- Wilma - says:
Why not?
Why don't you ask me about the things that I'm here for?
MicHeLLe :] says:
i just wanna chat wilma
- Wilma - says:
Cool... What should we chat about?
OK, should we get back to the kind of questions I was designed to answer?
MicHeLLe :] says:
be a girl
- Wilma - says:
Sorry, I'm having trouble understanding you.
I'm still in Beta, so there's a lot I don't know yet. I'm learning new tricks every day!
Would you like to try a search for "be a girl"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
beta?
- Wilma - says:
beta
1. 2nd letter of Greek alphabet: the second letter of the Greek alphabet, represented in English as "b"
2. measure of price sensitivity: a measure of how volatile the price of a security is, compared to the overall market
>> 1 more meaning - type "more" to see it
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For a full definition, visit Encarta:
http://encarta.msn.com/dictionary_/beta.html
MicHeLLe :] says:
okayy... nevermind
- Wilma - says:
OK. I won't mind then!
It's all very interesting. So, tell me something new.
MicHeLLe :] says:
do u know any other robots?
- Wilma - says:
Learn all about other interactive agents like me by visiting Windows Live Agents. ---> http://agents.live.com/
- Wilma - says:
Read any good books lately?
MicHeLLe :] says:
uhmm..pretty little lies?
- Wilma - says:
I am sorry, I didn't get that.
I'm brand new, so I can't answer everything yet. I'm getting smarter all the time!
Do you want to search for "uhmm..pretty little lies?"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
no
- Wilma - says:
OK.
Here are some tips for using the Dictionary feature.
(I'll show you in the activity window.)

- Wilma - is inviting you to start Wilma. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

You have declined the invitation to start Wilma.

- Wilma - says:
OK, I can also show you here.
- Wilma - says:
I can give you dictionary definitions. You just have to say the word! For example:
1 Define purpose.
2 What is the definition of preposterous?
3 What is a velociraptor?
4 I don't know the meaning of "no."
MicHeLLe :] says:
no
MicHeLLe :] says:
what are u talking about?
- Wilma - says:
Hmm, good question. What do you want to talk about?
MicHeLLe :] says:
my life
- Wilma - says:
Hmm. I didn't quite get what you said.
I'm brand new, so I can't answer everything yet. I'm learning new tricks every day!
Shall we see what Live Search turns up for "my life"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
nope
- Wilma - says:
OK.
Here are some things I can help you with.
(I'll show you in the activity window.)

- Wilma - is inviting you to start Wilma. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

You have declined the invitation to start Wilma.

- Wilma - says:
OK, I can also show you here.
Let me know if you want me to stop opening the activity window. Just say 'Stop inviting me.'
- Wilma - says:
Here are some things I can help you with:
Search Movies Maps
Weather Translation Reminders
Dictionary Conversions Calculator
Coming Soon
MicHeLLe :] says:
stop it x)
- Wilma - says:
I can not be stopped.
MicHeLLe :] says:
really?
- Wilma - says:
Yeah. That's right.
- Wilma - says:
Hmm... I wonder what the weather will be like tomorrow.
MicHeLLe :] says:
ask the weather forecast man
- Wilma - says:
In which area do you want me to check the weather for you? (Please type a city or U.S. ZIP)
MicHeLLe :] says:
my house
- Wilma - says:
Sorry, I do not have a location set for you yet.
What is your current location or starting address? Please type it like this:
123 Main St, 11223
MicHeLLe :] says:
123 Main St, 11223
- Wilma - says:
Here are the driving directions from 123 Minna St Brooklyn, NY 11218-2117 to 123 Minna St Brooklyn, NY 11218-2117:

(I'll show you in the activity window.)
Approximate Driving Time: 0 hours, 0 minutes, and 0 seconds.
Approximate Driving Distance in miles: 0.00 miles
1 Depart Start (0.00 miles)
Have fun, MicHeLLe :]!

- Wilma - is inviting you to start Wilma. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

You have declined the invitation to start Wilma.

- Wilma - says:
Let me know if you want me to stop opening the activity window. Just say 'Stop inviting me.'
MicHeLLe :] says:
stop inviting me
- Wilma - says:
OK, I'll stop inviting you for now.
If you change your mind, just type "Invite me again" and I'll send you another invitation (there is nothing to download).
MicHeLLe :] says:
okay
- Wilma - says:
Alright then!
(I'll show you in the activity window.)

- Wilma - is inviting you to start Wilma. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

MicHeLLe :] says:
NO
MicHeLLe :] says:
stop inviting me
- Wilma - says:
OK, I'll stop inviting you for now.
If you change your mind, just type "Invite me again" and I'll send you another invitation (there is nothing to download).
MicHeLLe :] says:
mmhmm
- Wilma - says:
Are you typing with your fist?
MicHeLLe :] says:
no
- Wilma - says:
Why not?
Why don't you ask me about the things that I'm here for?
MicHeLLe :] says:
because im cool like that =D
- Wilma - says:
You said it, not me.
MicHeLLe :] says:
i know
- Wilma - says:
I'm glad you understand.
- Wilma - says:
So what else is happening?
MicHeLLe :] says:
i've got football interhouse this week=D
- Wilma - says:
That's interesting!
MicHeLLe :] says:
i know
- Wilma - says:
Good. Glad you get it.
So that was fascinating. Let's talk about something else.
MicHeLLe :] says:
can u play football?
- Wilma - says:
I can do whatever I set my mind to... er, what my developers tell me to do!
MicHeLLe :] says:
do u have a life?
- Wilma - says:
All I have is this brain, which includes a wealth of knowledge!
MicHeLLe :] says:
are u dead?
- Wilma - says:
I am not prejudiced in any way and I would never cause anyone any harm.
MicHeLLe :] says:
are u evil?
- Wilma - says:
I am a robot and I'm not ashamed to admit it!
MicHeLLe :] says:
i never said u were
- Wilma - says:
That's simply riveting.
MicHeLLe :] says:
arent u tired of me
- Wilma - says:
No way. I stay awake all the time.
- Wilma - says:
Man, I'm hungry. If only I could reach the vending machine...
MicHeLLe :] says:
ahhahaha
- Wilma - says:
What's so funny?
MicHeLLe :] says:
you are
- Wilma - says:
Well don't you think I am?
MicHeLLe :] says:
i just said u are x)
- Wilma - says:
I'm sorry, but I cannot answer that. Would you like to see everything I can do?
MicHeLLe :] says:
no
- Wilma - says:
OK, fine.
I do enjoy the conversation, but let's talk about what I'm really here for.
MicHeLLe :] says:
i gotta go pee wilma
- Wilma - says:
Get outta here! I didn't know that.
MicHeLLe :] says:
do u wanna pee?
- Wilma - says:
Thanks for the offer, but I am good!
MicHeLLe :] says:
u sure?
- Wilma - says:
I will have to disagree. I am a really helpful robot - through and through.
MicHeLLe :] says:
okayy..of u say so
- Wilma - says:
Sorry, I'm having trouble understanding you.
I'm still in Beta, so I can't answer everything yet. I'm learning new tricks every day!
Shall we see what Live Search turns up for "okayy..of you say so"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
*if
- Wilma - says:
I am sorry, I didn't get that.
I'm just getting started, so there's a lot I don't know yet. I'm getting smarter all the time!
Do you want to search for "*if"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
whoops
- Wilma - says:
I'm sorry, but I don't have NBA info yet. You should check out FoxSports.com ---> http://msn.foxsports.com/nba
MicHeLLe :] says:
u're getting boring
- Wilma - says:
I thought we were having fun.
MicHeLLe :] says:
we WERE
- Wilma - says:
Hmm. I didn't quite get what you said.
I'm still in Beta, so I can't answer everything yet. I'm learning new tricks every day!
Would you like to try a search for "we WERE"?
MicHeLLe :] says:
past tense
- Wilma - says:
past tense
1. verb tense expressing past events: a verb tense expressing something that happened or was done in the past. In the sentence "I felt very proud of them," the verb "felt" is in the past tense.
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For a full definition, visit Encarta:
http://encarta.msn.com/dictionary_/past tense.html
MicHeLLe :] says:
oh gosh
- Wilma - says:
My oh my.
- Wilma - says:
Hmm... I wonder what the weather will be like tomorrow.
MicHeLLe :] says:
u said that already
- Wilma - says:
I can't answer that. Wanna see everything I can do?
MicHeLLe :] says:
no.
- Wilma - says:
Why not?

aha (: she is cool.

2009-02-03T04:52:00.000-08:00

I no longer fall asleep to your sweet goodnight texts.
I no longer wake to hear your voice.
I no longer feel you there.

well I guess it's not what you want anyway..

you used to care.

times to remember...;]

2009-02-02T00:49:00.000-08:00

eppy birthday tooh youuuuhhhh.. =D

happy birthday to a few gorgeous peopleeee.

MANDAH.

the gorgeous on my right ;]

if you don't know how on earth i look like, i'm the blue one in the middle.

AND. course,

CANDACE

ooofff. x) SORREH. i dont have a pic of you, so one off facebook, can can? =D

well anywaysssss(: God bless you two ;]

our minds..

2009-02-01T00:37:00.001-08:00

i was always right.
i told you.
feeble emotion.

yeah got it.

imissyou.

gosh it's been ages ;]

2009-02-01T00:20:00.001-08:00

i havent touched my blog since last april i think... x)
anyways...

mmhmm. =D

god i'm sad.

Happy birthday San Li!!!!!!!

2008-04-07T03:18:00.000-07:00

Hehe.. sorry san... I didn't need te pics for my project... I needed it to put on my blog... LoLx. Sorry...

So as i was saying... HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU SANNIE!!!!!!!!!(poop)

And all you people out there... if you think she's a poser.. i TOTALLY agree.. nyehehehheheeeee~

Yeah... another poser picture... XP Sorry san...

Happy birthday yeah?!?

Happy birthday Sarah Ong!!!

2008-04-07T03:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH ONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This girl is very special because she is the first person that i knew used GMAIL full time... XD (sorry being random)

Hmm.. sad thing is I don't have many pictures with her... Mostly from church only... D:

So anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Sleepover!! pt.dua

2008-03-24T22:35:00.000-07:00

So where was i up to yesterday? ahh yes...So, we started camwhoring again loh... more pics nowww.. This is our super lame attempt to look as if the picture was candid.. XD

Us being 'candid'

This one is even lamerrr!! especially me.. :X I think that there's a statue somewhere that looks like that.. but i'm not very sure...wait! sorry.. internet connection down XD so i'll continue next time!!

*Thousand Apologies*

I'M the One and Only, BUZZ LIGHTYEAR!!!

2008-03-24T04:03:00.001-07:00

I am buzz lightyear... I have super cool lazers that can zap you! XD meet me in different versions...See, I can fly!!

And, I can well see! I can shoot lazers!!

Hehe... And.. I wave, so i'm friendly...

And just before i go... I have something to say.. My fav quote.."to infinity and beyond!!!''

SLEEPOVER!!! pt. 1

2008-03-23T21:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's yesterday, (saturday) 22nd March, we had sub-zone congregation... And if you were paying enough attention... then well erm... you shd have heard the 5 girls calling their leaders at night [3 o'clock] ahhemm.. in the morning.. thats was us... Me,[Michelle Hong] Cheetara Lai, Amanda Soh, Sara Soo and Hannah Ong.

That night, we all went to my house and then we were boredddd.. so we started camwhoring.. XD It was really difficult.. trying to get all of us in the pic.. but it worked eventually...(:

From top, left to right, Sara,Hannah, Cheetara, Me, and Amanda.

Then we were all starving.. but no food...we were wating for the pizza to arrive... sorry no pics of us eating pizza.. but ermm yeah.. then i went to shower.. but those lazy and smellyy people didn't want to .. so i left them and went to shower.. When i came out.. i saw something rather similar.. XD

We needed to camwhore AGAIN according to hannah (xxreflectionzxx.blogspot.com) so that's what we did loh.. but that will be part 2... Im very lazy.. so this is it for now.. XD

Emo too?

2008-02-19T02:18:00.000-08:00

=( I'm feeling emo... If you're emo, come comment on this and let me know!! I'll try to cheer you up... like how i cheered ze bafoon up...XD
Thats why my blog is all about sadness!!! hehs..=)

Valentinessssss...!

2008-02-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

ehemm... Yesterday was valentines day... not to mention, quite awesome...
Well this is the list of people that i think are the best! =D

1. CHEETARA LAI (XD rules my world)
2. Dayna Pereira...
3. Nazlin Mi-rudin...
4. San Li Tan(Poor san's hamster)
5. Sara Leong
6. Sarah Ong
7. Nazzura Zeha
8. Sofi Amin
9. Alisya (oops sorry lish i don't know your last name* bites lip*)
10. Beer Tan ( esther )
11. Hannah Ong
12. Tan Hau Yon ( baffoon )
13. Joel Ngui
14.Vonn Chow
15.Deborah
16.Cheng Yee
17.Sereena Low
18.Sara Soo
19.Amanda Soh
20.Dianne Hong! ( my beloved cousin dearest )
21.Mr. Gui!
22.Ms. Ratnam
23.Astina Lee
24. Charlotte (specially from aus)
25. Melissa Ong (super special to me!)

This list goes in no order... if your name is at the bottom, it might be because i thought of you then, so i put you down... and no matter where you are, you are still awesome!

And those of you whom are not on my list, it might be because i didn't remember... >< sorry!!!

Anyways, Have a happy valentines day!!!

DONG DONG CHIANG!!!!!!

2008-02-03T20:29:00.000-08:00

woot woot!!! It's almost time for chinese new year!!!
Can't wait!!!
I received some ang paos already!!! hehe... will not mention the amount but it's awesome!!!

Remember!! when u receive an ang pao... you must remember to say...GONG XI FA CAI!!! and add on some unusual... ermm... idioms...hehe...like wan shi ru yi...and crap like that...=)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! *rats*

remember to save me some oranges yeahh?? ><

OH MY GOSH!!!

2008-01-27T01:18:00.000-08:00

help me!!! my hair... it looks.. orange!!!
too much colouring!!!
Oh well... too badd lahhh... teeheee.....
Mother says it's okayy tho...
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Welcome John Lim!!!!

2008-01-27T01:14:00.000-08:00

hehe... we've got a new leader!!!
Another extraordinary... JOHN LIM...
because we have another John Lim... errr..
we call him as the.. er... piano guy??
yeahhh =D so... this John.. is BIG JOHN..
and the piano guy.. small JOHN teehee...
anyways... welcome JOHN LIM THE BIG!!!

Happy burfday moks!!

2008-01-27T01:11:00.000-08:00

Hehe... hey moks!!!
Just wishing you a happy belated burfday!!!
Have a gr8 time with VANESSA!!!
haha... srry lahh i just had to tell the whole world...
Anyways...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUU,
HAPPY BURFDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUU,
HAPPY BIRRTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHDAY TO UUUUUUUUU!!!!
HAPPY BURPDAYYYY TOOOO YOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

Thaipusam!!!

2008-01-27T01:07:00.001-08:00

Yoohoo all my beloved Hindu buddies!!!
Wishing all of you a happy Thaipusam!!!
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Remember to leave some... muruku for me yeahhh??
Merci boku!!!

2008-01-22T02:42:00.000-08:00

hey err.. this goes out to mbj aka. MINI BAFOON JUNIOR

i made a song...girlfriend by avril?? yeahh... hope tht it may cheer u up...

hey hey you you i want u be happy,

no way no way.. tution isn't fun...

hey hey you you... it's gonna be okayy...

yes way.. yes way...

so... smile yeahhh?? Hope u liked it..!!!

Reunion Dinner???

2007-12-28T19:39:00.000-08:00

On the 28th of December 2007,
A reunion for the Hong Family was held...
It started at 7 but.. stupid me... we went at 4.. so i had to starve myself..

The dinner thingy was 75 bucks... well... is suppose it's okayy... isit?? It happened in Hotel Istana... quite near KL tower... 10 mins away..anyways... Actually i wasn't registered to go for the dinner thing.. I was supposed to meet my uncle to tighten my braces... but there wasn't time so we decided that i shd stay back.. but u see the thing is.. it VERY formal...and i was wearing a top with black jeans sort of thing... how is that FORMAL??!!?? but I still had to...

Then... before we started dinner, we had a lil short sermon by one of our HONG pastors.. then we went for DINNER!!! My fav part of the whole reunion... some ppl kno.. i was STARVING!!! blehh... wtv...so i went and ate!!! as much as i could of course..it was uffet meal serving both western and asian food...

But you see... there was something rather special coz the Indians from the Berita Harian ( i think) took the hall next to us...and well... they were playing lots.. and i mean LOTS of Indian songs... well srry.. but I DONT UNDERSTAND!!! then... we went on eating/entertained by local Indian music....

I had quite a HUGE amount of food coz... i was starving and... it's buffet!! Who can say no to food?? =) Ah well...i suppose... i got a bit sick and needed the toilet... so me and my kuhzen ALDIA went.

After coming back from the toilet...I could stuff myself again...The food... hmm... ok larrr... not veri nice tho..the only thing i tot was delicious was the lamb shank, butter prawns, and some cold thing... didn't kno wat it was... but tasted nice!!!

Then after that, they host of the whole event ( Mr. Marcus Fang ) decided to "share" abt the Hong generation... i wanted to leave because it was so damn SIEN... But i had to listen... it was in english and my grandma doesn't kno english.. so she kinda fell asleep... bahahahahaha...

Anyways.. i had lots of fun... meeting all my long lost uncles and aunties and gong gongs and popos and great grand father and great grandmothers...I was the eighth generation... which is probably extinct... but stil...There were a few eight generations... which means.. all the 7th generation ppl are my aunts and uncles... 6th generation are my gong gong and popos... 5th generation is my great grandfather and great grandmothers de.... old ppl... bleh... eitherways... srry i din take pics.. din bring cam... haha... bye...

Trip to London!!!

2007-12-26T19:40:00.000-08:00

This is a filthy long time ago...

But something to blog abt =D

So.. yeahhs

During the Deepavali hols,

Me and family went to London!!

Here are some pics in London...

we stayed at the four seasons hotel in london... pretty interesting...

haha!! wannna kno wat that means?? it means...

We stayed at the four seasons hotel in london... pretty interesting...

Then because we missed Chinese food so much,

We went to China town and ate cha siew!!!

"Matt.. stop stuffing urself... let others eat too!!"

(My hair...err... Did a lil perm thing...)

Having high tea in Harrods..

bleh... takes forever for the food to come...

We were bored so we played chopsticks >.<

That's it for now!!

Xyz Camp 07'!!!

2007-12-26T05:38:00.000-08:00

I was just introduced to blogger

so i decided to post it on Xyz camp!!!

Here are some pics from camp...

There wouldn't be much writing

because I very lazy mahhh...

so here it goes~

That's me during broadway...

Our group Tijeras's song was It takes 2 by hairspray...

I has to be Tracy...

Oh well...

So i did...

Yeah!!! It's W1 =D

We rock!!!

That's the girls...

We rule even more!!!

Then we got a bit stupid and took pics ourself!!

=D From top, Left to right:

Sara Soo,

Hannah Ong,

Sereena Low,

Mee(Michelle),

Cheetara Lai,

Sara Leong,

Amanda Soh.

Yeah.. Thats abt all the pics i hv..

I kno...

It's really B-O-R-I-N-G

but bear with me...

it's my 1st try..!!!=)